Why don’t you make a fuss over me,celebrate me and the things I have done?I know you celebrate others,use all your encouraging words and shout-out-loud with pride. Why don’t you treasure me, love me tenderly and show me that you care? I know you used to, back when we were younger and you were elatedContinue reading “Fuss Over Me”
The way you view the world and the way you love in poetry is like a silent hurricane… it takes me by surprise overwhelms mepulls me apart For some reason it hurts my heart to see it even if it’s just ideas you have pieced together I want to be loved like that I wantContinue reading “Poetic Wreckage”
I wonder where his fingers run to since they left mine… Do they run towards creativityand masterful words capturing every emotionordo they run towards cigarettesand lonely hours spent awake with his dark thoughts? Picture from Pinterest
This is a heavy load– IVF and two recent miscarriages The pain, a destroyer of so many marriages. Although you promised to be partners for life You hardly recognise the one you call wife. Her misplaced guilt and shame bleed as anger It’s almost like you live with a stranger– the strain is a heavy load. YouContinue reading “(A different) Heavy Load”
“I would never do that”, he said, “I would never leave you alone.” Well riddle me this, you Dickhead, Where are you, while I’m at home? Don’t think for a second That I’m waiting by the phone. I’m putting my red lipstick on, Cos this Kitty wants to roam. Image from Pinterest
I draft another email to you, it can sit there with the others in telling silence– Just like you did when my whole world was falling apart. You don’t deserve my words not a single one– not even the ones full of pain,I remind myselfto leave your ghost alone. Image found: https://www.aspinaloflondon.com/products/lion-mini-trunk-clutch-in-transparent-acrylic-with-gold-hardware
I know I know I’m not making good choices But you are gone now And he is relentlessly pursing me. I doubt his intentions are pure, But I have to share with someone (anyone) what used to consume us. I spoke with another girl. She says he’s brilliant, So I forget wisdom And listen toContinue reading “Bad choices”
There are days when everything inside of me screams I miss you! Yet even in the screaming and all my wishing I know there is nothing I can do to undo the changes between me and you.
The first time I let you go, I was depressed for three days straight. The second time I let you go, The stress caused me to lose far too much weight. The third time I let you go, Well actually… that one felt pretty great!
Lover, I’ll put on my best bedroom eyes for you, Hoping that you’ll fall in love with me again tonight. But if the hour is found late and our love is too I’ll let go of hope and I’ll give up this fight.