I plan to paint myselfA Happy New Year, Using all the colours That I hold dear. There’ll be silver and gold, some aqua too, But I’ll mostly usethe colour of you. Image from Pinterest. Happy New Year’s Eve to my few followers. Thanks for coming with me on this releasing journey the past few months.Continue reading “Happy You Year”
I should not love you But no matter what I say My heart won’t listen
There is a level of exhaustion living inside my bones which only tends to show itself whenever I’m alone
I wondered who could heal my brokenness and he whispered softly…“I can”. I smiled a little not because the pain had disappeared, but because I felt a sense of anticipation for the first time in a long time. Image from Pinterest
A few days after the rain poured down I saw hundreds of butterflies flying around. After a year of such emotional drought Seeing those butterflies, drew my hope out. I was reminded that some things still remain Regardless of what life’s seasons contain.
I fucking miss our jokes. When I think of something I would tell you, I can almost hear the words you would say in reply. I can almost hear my laugh. I sit here, having imaginary conversations in my mind and for some reason it makes me feel less alone and like you are near.Continue reading “Missing Jokes”
Even while you’re picking flowers You might get stung by a bee But don’t let that thought stop you from seeking after beautiful things
Sometimes I wonder if I’m ever really growing at all, Especially when I feel the pain every single time I fall.
The first time I let you go, I was depressed for three days straight. The second time I let you go, The stress caused me to lose far too much weight. The third time I let you go, Well actually… that one felt pretty great!